Healing Through Self-Forgiveness

A Journey Toward Healing the Heart I was in the shower the other day when I felt an overwhelming sense of sadness; my head started spinning, and I felt lightheaded. Here came the flood of tears; I cried myself to sleep. I felt alone because I am in Las Vegas for work and don’t have […]

How Grief Forced Me to Reflect on Life

My Journey Toward Deeper Meaning Through Loss As the final days of 2025 slipped quietly away, I found myself reflecting on all that the past years had brought—joys, challenges, and, most profoundly, the loss of my sister. Each New Year’s Eve used to be a time for celebration and anticipation, but now, the turning of […]

Grief: Self-Pity and Self-Loathing

It is no news that grief has been a constant companion in my life, the loss of my sister; this was when everything seemed to shift beneath my feet.  So far, I have written about how grief isn’t just about sadness or anger; now, I want to discuss the unexpected emotions that surface: self-pity and […]

Going Back to Move Forward

For the past two years and ten months, I have consciously avoided returning to Georgia, as it is where my sister resided. I left Georgia in October 2022, and since then, neither my daughter—whom my sister regarded as her own child—nor I have returned. While I am her biological mother, my sister played a significant […]

Grief and Gratitude……………….

In the last 2 years I have struggled with being thankful for things like waking up in the morning, being in sound health, having a job, my kids, my family and everything else that mattered and matters. Through this experience I have realized grief and gratitude might seem like polar opposites, but they often coexist […]

Thus far……………

I am struggling with the loss of my sister; September was especially hard because that was the month I lost her. I still feel some type of way when I hear people talk about their sisters and their relationships with them, but like I told my mum, “This is the card I have been dealt.” […]

Mic check……….1……….2……….

I have not written in a while, not because I don’t have or know what to write but because I have not been motivated. July to September are the most challenging part of the year because, on the 4th of July weekend, I saw my sister face to face in North Carolina; August was when […]

Staying away from the place of WHY………….

I recently wrote a blog post about getting out of the place of Why, because that was the resolution I came to. As I stated in that post, asking why does not help the reason we are grieving; instead, it deepens our self-pity, and blah blah blah……….. go read the previous post. Anyway, I made […]